missed appointments.

maybe it was the lazy haze of the summer afternoon, or the fact that i had nothing particular to do,
so i hit the streets.
letting the yellow stripped streets pick my course.

& its almost as if you knew... my haphazard wandering would led me back to you.

i reached a fork, in the middle of the road. the most obvious decision, whether to go left or right..
it was such a simple choice.

...

what about the chase, made me think this was a race? I should learn to take patience, with such delicate situations like these ..

"I haven't talked to him since I went to see him.."

"why...what did you wear?"

i wish the answer were that simple. why must you force me to double think? replay our conversation. ponder were exactly



...
i told my mom not to buy me a
birthday present today..
i hope she listens.

i know they can't afford it.

Please let me get something right.
just this once.
please?

....... I don't understand the complexity of the universe. why am I here? can you answer that, first? something led me here. and its possible that YOU are my greatest fear. #inebriated. down my fears with a couple of beers. wake up in the morning ; "what the fuck happened here?" ..... why.can't I.post something coherent? these shots help.me voice the things I think of, without choice ... you haunt my dreams. even when I can't sleep ... I can hear the train. if only it knew... it'd be de-railed .. remember when you flattened that nickle? its hot like that, but happened quicker .. or has it taken... an eternity? time seems to slip my mind lately ... constantly ... . .... fuck. what did I say? ill deny it, in the light of day

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